promise me… that you’ll find happiness in someone else…. Rm: “No I can’t let you go, not yet, not now, why, why, let’s go, let’s go back to the hospital, let’s go, you’ll be fine, you can get better, the doct…” Y/N: “No… I don’t want to… not anymore… I can’t do it anymore… I’m sorry…. Rm: “No don’t do it, don’t say anything, let’s take you back to the hospital, you’ll be okay, you’ll be….”
He screamed your name, scared, you tried to look up, you tried but failed and fell onto the ground.
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It had been almost a full 2 minutes of the pain, you were by now clenching onto your chest for dear life, you didn’t want to leave Namjoon without saying goodbye, you didn’t want him to feel guilty for your death, you didn’t want to burden him even after your death. He pinched your nose and told you to wait there for him, he had to use the bathroom, that’s when the unbearable pain started, you knew very well, that this time you wouldn’t be able to survive, that this time, was the last time. Y/N: “Yeah, I’m fine, I’m really happy, that your here” Rm: “Baby, your breathing so heavily are you sure your fine” Since the morning of that day, your breathing was heavier, much worse, and you knew you had to be ready for something, it had been years of just so much pain. Namjoon always smiled no matter how tired he was, you smiled and nodded.īeing wheeled In the wheelchair to the park was not how you wanted to picture dating Namjoon, you wanted to be able to freely go to a cafe, go to the amusement park without worrying, but you didn’t want to make Namjoon feel bad so you kept smiling. Rm: “Is my princess ready for our little date” (Before I start Namjoon’s I would like to explain what lung cancer is, lung cancer is the uncontrollable growth of an abnormal cell that starts in one or both your lungs, they do not develop into healthy lung tissue, it rapidly divides and forms tumours.)Įver since you were young, you suffered from lung cancer, so when you started dating Namjoon, that’s the first thing you told him, you had tried all types of treatments from drugs to chemotherapy and radiotherapy however nothing seemed to work.Įvery breath that you took was even more painful, soon your cancer started to develop more, not wanting Namjoon to worry you didn’t tell him that your cancer had now developed to stage 4, because you were so ill you spent most of your time in the hospital, so when Namjoon wanted to take you to the park right outside your hospital, it made you smile. WARNING AGAIN DO NOT READ IF SUICIDE OR DEATH, IN GENERAL, IS A TRIGGER FOR YOU. Warning: this scenario contains a lot of sensitive topics such as cancer, and I took a lot of time researching about all these topics please don’t think I’m trying to disrespecting anyone, thanks. Request: I’m such a sucker for angst and you write them so good😭 can I have a bts reaction please where you die in his arms and sorta write how it led up to that moment. Another one I found from such a long time ago which I really enjoyed writing, so here it is done better.
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